Rant.

I'm here to rant.
Be warned of long wordy post ahead.
Do skip if you would like to.

Past few days i have been down with food poisoning.
Wasn't in any good state at all to begin with.
I'm still sick though.

Stomach rejecting whatever food/liquid intake and ejecting everything out.
Sigh.

I really have uncountable thoughts rambling through my head and its hurting so much.

I shall just type it all out and rant most of the things here because i am too sick and tired of not saying and feeling so terrible inside me.

I know many of us have our own problem but this is a space i created for myself and for today, i just wanna rant it all out.

pardon me.

Here goes ...

Have you ever felt so helpless when you've tried so hard to please others?

Have you ever felt useless by trying so hard just to keep things going and ended up with nothing?

Have you ever thought of giving up but hold on because people still care?

Have you ever been misunderstood by others when you have done nothing wrong at all?

Have you ever ...???


So much more in my mind.

Although this incident happened quite awhile back but the thought of being misunderstood ain't nice at all.

So much about RESPECT of not saying things out because you don't want to spoil one's image?

A bad misunderstood made by an adult and knowing he/she is at fault after the accident makes a human more ugly, without apologizing.

-.-

I'm sick and tired of trying so hard.

Really.

Imagine all these has been hanging around for so long yet none know about it?
Kinda suck yea?

Is life fair afterall ?

God will never make us PERFECT.

We might be good at one thing but not the other.

The same goes for looks or intelligence.

I still have so much to rant, so much to pour my hearts out.

But i'm glad whatever i asked from god, He gave me.

Whenever i pray, i get almost everything i wanted.

I should count myself being lucky and i shouldn't ask for anything more.



Actually there is so much for me to rant.
But i guess the more i rant, the more sensitive the issues will become.

Nonetheless, i'm a little warrior myself.
I fight my own war even though i am injured after the war, i persevere and endure through.

Life is like a little war, we got to fight it through. - Emily Chia

I'm strong.
I'm stronger then who you think i am.

I will, perserver.

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